I’m nowhere near perfect. I eat when I’m bored. I’m vulnerable to their lies. I’m hoping that one day someone can get to know me without me getting into a long story. I live by writing that explains exactly what I’m going through. I make excuses for everything in my life. I’m not perfect and I’m glad because I think that would make me extremely boring. I'm gonna say what I think and say it loud. I'm gonna say what I believe & I'm gonna stand proud. Best viwed in Google Chrome.
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Love is like falling down… in the end you’re left hurt, scarred, and with a memory of it forever.tios
Sometimes, when people decide to leave you for good, you have to let them. No matter how much you don’t want them to, there are some things that are far beyond our control. And even if you have the strength to fight for them, you have to accept the cold, harsh truth — that the people you can’t live without, can live without you.
Day 01/10.
What has been your most memorable moment in 2011?
This year gave me a lot of memories to treasure and there are some that I just want to throw off to trash. I cried, hoped, laughed, assumed, thrown off, left, and loved.
The Downs:
- The wrong choice. There was a time when I have to choose between two guys who both said, loves me; the guy whom I’ve been with for more than two years and the guy who loves me since we were in third year. I chose the second guy, since my boyfriend and I had a huge problem that time, that honestly, I can’t hold on anymore. Yes, needless to say, this new guy became my boyfriend and I thought we would lasts for long. But then again, I thought everything’s seems okay and going well, not until he said to me that “he was not sure about his feelings to me.” I was hurt. Badly hurt. I hoped for a longer relationship with him, more happier moments, more sweetness, but I was WRONG. I never noticed the fact that, he didn’t love me, if he did, he never loved me the way I loved him. And all i know now is, THANK YOU FOR GETTING OUT MY LIFE.
- The Graduation day. This day was really an unforgettable moment for me because I’ll never meet my friends again after this day. Aside from that, this was the last day that I hoped he will say sorry to me, for our failed relationship, and to those pains, tears and pretensions he gave to me. But it seems that I’m waited for nothing.
The Up.
- The one who still loves me. I betrayed him, chose another guy over him even if he almost gave everything he has to me. I know. I know I was wrong for choosing a guy that I never knew if he will loves me the way Joel loves me. What was very overwhelming about this moment is, I shoved him away. I shoved him because I think I don’t deserve his love. I left him. But, he never minds, he came back to me no matter what. Despite of what I did to him. Tears really left my eyes then, I don’t know what to say, how to react. Little did I know that the only guy who can love me more than anyone can do is just right beside me? I almost lost the piece that I need in my life.
2011 is near to it’s end, a new year is coming over and a lots of memories will enter my life again. Whatever is on my 2011, I will leave those downs behind and used to be my strengths, and those ups will be my guide to a better year. 
Book Obsession.
I’m currently obsess with these three books I found in National book Store.
For now, I’ll try my best to buy these book using my own money and will be out in my collections, then I’ll buy the next series. :)
- Prof: Who among you are done reading Of Mice and Men? Hmm. Marc, what page are you?
- Marc: Uhm, Sir. I'm already finished... downloading it.
- Prof: Huh? Ok, Aldrin! How about you?
- Aldrin: Just found out where to buy it Sir.
- Prof: Oh my god. You Bryan?
- Bryan: Just finished reading the table of contents!
- prof: But there's no table of contents.
2011 CONCLUSION/ 2012 INTRODUCTION CHALLENGE
Day 1: What has been your most memorable moment in 2011?
Day 2: How much have you changed overall in 2011?
Day 3: A person who has impacted your life in some way this year.
Day 4: Something you’ve learned this year.
Day 5: Describe an adventure you had this year.
Day 6: Any words of wisdom/advice for anyone?
Day 7: 10 things you want to say 10 people.
Day 8: Things you hope for in 2012.
Day 9: What are you looking forward to in 2012?
Day 10: Anything you wish to say to end 2011/start 2012.
Will do another one :)
Day 15: Anything else you want to confess.
Ah. Probably none, :) HAHA
- mom: wow honey you're so beautiful you could get any person you want
- people on the internet: you're so pretty why are you single
- your crush: get out of my way you demented potato
that would be great :)
Yes! if I would just get it. -_-
We just spent the whole day today, but it makes me miss you more.
Possibility to get an iphone.
While strolling in the mall a while ago with my boyfriend, we came in to a store that offers an iphone for a 12 months-installment. Imagine how happy I am that time that I almost freak-out. How I wish that my parents will agree to give me that. Omg.
